The
assignment at this week’s writer’s workshop was to compose a letter to a
contemporary of the same age and gender with a similar background who lives in
Afghanistan. This was for a possible book the group might put together,
Greetings From Provincetown, that sort of thing, but alas, after some Internet
research that only confirmed what I already knew, I simply would not exist in Afghanistan. I am older than the life expectancy for women there, it’s
sixty-one, although the average age of death for them is closer to fifty given the
high childbirth mortality rate and the undisclosed number of honor killings.
I
never had children, but I did get divorced and earned a college degree. I’m
also an artist and obviously a writer, and have supported myself for over forty
years. None of which would bode well for me in Kabul, but what most certainly
would have done me in was my sexual behavior as a younger woman. I’d surely
have been stoned in my promiscuous twenties, or perhaps later for shaming my
family or community by being the victim of a felony assault that involved both
a knife and a gun. And if I survived into my forties, my brush with cancer at
forty-three could have killed me since I wouldn’t have received treatment or
seen a doctor in the first place.
More
likely, I’d have been forced into marriage at twelve and promptly
beaten to a pulp or thrown myself off a cliff. Instead I was lucky enough to
grow up a white girl American with the privileges and luxury problems attached
to that status. I may not make as much money as my male counterparts, but I can
vote and choose to live alone or how to dress regardless of what other people
may feel about my choices.
So.
No Afghani contemporary to correspond with; no letter written, addressed or
sent. But not an exercise in futility either, it was more one of gratitude,
because I am grateful for my health, my opportunities and my life. Which was
probably, wink wink, the point of the assignment to begin with.
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